Up until the last two years of my life, I did whatever I felt like doing. I did it whenever I wanted and I paid the price for my decisions more than once. I was a kid then, but don't think I am a different person. I am only smarter than I used to be. I have discipline, but I will return to that person. You can't be all in every hand. You lose too much.
If you are there at the right times you see flashes of that person that I can be when I am all in. It takes a toll on your body, and it also takes a toll on your mind. My mind wants my body to be free, so my mind is doing the best it can to develop a system in which my body can fly.
I have choices that not everyone is blessed with. See what I am like when I have all of the chips on the table.
I hate to lose.
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